HAHAHA Special Boy told me this when i was about to leave for Batam (:






He cant get any cuter and retarded than this :D
The next day i went to msia and atold him i was leaving, and his reaction was "Maid Service again? :(" hahahahahah JOKE. (:

I meet bastards all the time in my life. Here's one of them. He's an annoying joke and i stepped on his dignity dont know how many times but just wont leave me alone. JOKE.

Another blotch of ink in my life.

HE ISN'T BANGALA BOY. He is Special Boy.

This is how he looks like.

Okay? haha the mystery is unraveled!

Have been cam whoring like mad lately. Well, that's what motivates you to go to school when it is officially a holiday isn't it? I think i damn pretty. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

My Gillian, Jermaine and Jessica (:

Alright here's a new batch of people (: Audric, quite a handsome dude. Jin Xiang, nice guy quite handsome also, if you like guys with big eyes (:

This is my handsome dude. But he likes to bastard everyone except me :p
He's a joke, and always carry my things (: Its good to have a personal bellboy at my service (:

Retarded boys in action (:

Ending off on a good note, SRJC has got really good food just outside the college like the chocolate waffle (: But idk why audric would choose to munch on mamee instead -.-

Finally started on my holiday homework, but i've gotta pick up the pace man. so im off to continue! Stay tuned for more pictures (:

My special boy.

First stop right after MYEs, PS (:

Then the Karaoke session begins... (:

After swimming! hahaha Our facial expressions were the same, coincidentally (:

Clifford tiang's 18th birthday bash (:

I seriously love my secondary school uniform (:

Forced them to wear their uniform otherwise they are not alowed to enter, hence the look on their faces (:

It was a sucess! Loved it (:

Proudly showing off mouse clique in all the different attires of SR!
From the Left:
Minghui in our Ful School Uniform (:
Me in our new Half-U, officially has to go with the skirt of course (:
Jermaine in our PE attire which of course has a few other colours (:
Gillian in the Polo tee which only student leaders deserve (:
Stuuupid Jay in our Well known Polo tee (:

Sadly, no one wore our favorite school bermudas! But oh well, Our school is quite versatile (:
My june holidays is gonna be a fruitful one with photos (: Will update again! (:

Darling

Bus rides can get a lil boring at times (:

Ah well, i haven't been blogging AT ALL. haha the guy up there, Ryan, is my special boy (: Went to S.A.M ytd, trust me, i had no freaking idea what i was doing there. I mean, i will never ever go there if i had all the time in the world, but I had to since it was a field trip for those going to taiwan (: Celebrated clifford's birthday today, forced my friends to wear their secondary school uniform, thats why darling was wearing that in the picture (: I will try to blog more, if time permits me to do so (:

"Thanks for today edna (: Because you came and accompanied me." I will sacrifice anything except friends to do so.

Because i dont want to ruin our friendship, (Neither do i)
We're standing in this no man's land,
We're not hooking up right now because we wanna stay as friends,
But we're not friends right now because we wanna hook up,
(No one is really winning in this scenario)
We are being so conscious that we are losing everything
(We are hurting our friendship, by not hooking up)
I think we should just throw it down to see what happens.
If we go up in flames, (At least we know that we've tried)
See what you learn when you watch Gossip Girl? They teach you to hook up with your best friend. Best.

Picnic at the Botanic Gardens was fun, to be honest (: I thought it was gonna be boring and all, but it actually turned out fine (: We actually went to the orchid garden! You students should actually go you know? they have like free entry to all students, and when you go there, you will feel as though you have no worries in your life, but once you exit the garden, all the burden comes back. HAHAHA. March Holidays so far are fine, when i am not staying with my family. I actually kinda like life like this (:

Oh. Mom went missing last night, everyone couldnt find her. My grandma cried cos she thought she quarreled with my dad [why would my dad quarrel with her? if they quarreled, my dad will tell me.] and because my uncle came back late last night. I think grandma is worrying over things that are not important. so in the end, when she reached home, it turns out that she went shopping till her phone went flat. That was why nobody could reach her. Stupidly retardedly insane. Who the hell shops till the phone battery is flat? And i have to say this line once again. Giving up my iPhone just so that she can use, was a wrong decision. Because she is a technology-idiot. Give her the phone = throwing the phone into the ocean. She doesnt even answer calls, nor reply texts. She only sends them when she wants to scold me or asking me to go home.

Will update more later (:

Meet my clique in my new form class (: but there's another 3 more missing (: after a tortourous 4-hours of back-to-back chemistry and econs lecture, we finally went to Wan Ping's House to start our karaoke session while daniel cooked lunch for us (: But the karaopke system was faulty, so we didnt get to sing :( I think Tiang, minghui and i spoiled it when we went to her house to sing before that :D One by one, they left, so it was left with the few of us up there (: Played with Rockband Beatles and we went crazy (: while we were walking home, i almost died because i was super close to getting knocked down by a cab (: awww. I really love the time spent this year (: anyway, this march holiday shall be a productive and fun one (: my goal is to complete my econs tutorial in a day, and also learn up half of Canon in D, for the sake of my dearest Gillian Chantherechen (: Stupid girl wants me to play for her that's why (:

Today, I went to the Botanic Gardens with my cousins, maids, and my aunt and grandma. Talk more about that using photos in the next post (: Bathed and Rushed to school for CCA, after that, studied at the cafe with gillian. i saw/heard my Sylvester look-a-like play Canon in D! Chantherechen and I both agree that although the song that he played a bit sucky, and keeps having pauses and plays the wrong note at times, BUT, it is still beautiful, because we can hear the feelings that he puts into the whole song. NICE. :D So now, he is my Dream Lover. HAHA. Dinner with Chantherechen, Jay, YuFeng and Linus at Hg Mall. Took a bus home with Jay. Talked all the way surprisingly (: i thought we will end up listening to songs. Oh well, Jay is really retarded la. Thats all i can conclude (:

This is how i intend to spend my March holidays (: Will continue to update soon!

Different people handle things differently. We know that we shouldn't do it, but we still choose to go ahead with it. haha foolish as it seems, but as long as we are happy with the way things are, we are satisfied already. That's the simplicity of Love. To be honest, I'm not happy at all that i actually flirt around but in actual fact, i still do miss you. Thats the reason why i kept your letters safely in a jar. I really want to pretend that im alright and well even without hearing or seeing you. But i can't. However, i learnt to carry on, because you are a dear friend of mine, and i still love you dearly as my friend, the one who truly cared about me when i was about to fall for EC and yet i still scolded you when you crticised EC. HAHA those were the days :) I dont know if you will ever read this, but thats all i ever want to say (: What's gone is gone, i think i owe you a Thanks in return.

Although it took quite a long time, it isn't that hard to say what's in my heart after this 3 years (:

I thought so long as we remain faithful to that one person, that person will come to see it sooner or later. It was wrong. But it's alright, its just different from 3 years ago, nothing much. But i think i can still look at you as a friend. But thats not what i wanted.